Ha ha, you know there are a lot of smileys and emoticons that I don't like!

Those that I like include: :( and :) and :D and :P.

I don't like:

T.T or T_T or T T or TT it looks so weird! The last one looks like pi hahaha. Reminds me of manga drawing eww.

Oo or O_O or O_o or O.o or anything of that sort. No eyeball!!!!!

XD or XP or X). Hahaha I just don't like the eyes to look so.. squinty.

-.- I. Cannot. Stand. This. Emoticon. Damn. Fugly.

^.^ or ^^ or ^_^ WA LAO PLS LA.

$_$ or #_# or @_@ or anything similar to that. *_* HAHA WTF? What kind of emotion does that symbolize anyway?!

Okay I guess this post shows how bored I am! :D

It's a love story, baby just say yes :D haha, I still haven't gotten sick of that song yet, and my sis is singing it in the shower now.

Thank you Hanisah for the awsum lunch box and present :D best friends forever!

I shall blog about yesterday first. We attended lots of boring talks but I didn't pay attention (heh heh) because I was reading the Memory Keeper's Daughter. I'm damn slow right! I bet everyone has read that book already :S Fingerprinting, nothing much. Then it was the Hanoi meeting, rather uneventful. I hope we don't screw up our performance. Um then took 196 to Commonwealth or something (Dover? Bueno Vista? Shit is that even correct? Bueno?! Mmm chocolate. I like.) I digress. Anyway, we met the class there then blah blah blah blah blah. Ahmed's house is very big! Don't buy honeydew ice blended!

Okay then we went to Mr Teo's house! :D His house is super cool, can see the sea! But it was dark so we couldn't see anything. Didn't meet his celebrity wife HAHAHA. Uh played mahjong but I kept losing :( :( :( No luck sial. And no skill also.

Today, it was games day! :) Heehee didn't really want to play captain's ball but in the end I did :) Glad I made the right choice :D Wa so many smileys. I think I'm very high today!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BAHAHA SO MANY EXCLAMATION MARKS!!!!!!!!!!!! Okay I'm digressing again. Uh good job Faraday! :) And Nobel, and Fleming and Fibo! :D Heehee. I don't really know the results for the rest of the subjects.

I'm grateful that I managed to get the honors that I wanted, considering my awesome grades in year one. PHYSICS: C+ CHEMISTRY: B- BIOLOGY: B. I hope I don't regret dropping math honors though. Heh heh :)

I think I'm very horrid, because right now I'm just wishing that calamity would befall upon you. Because you messed up the perfect order and simplicity of my life. But it's okay, I forgive you.

Goawaygoawaygoaway!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D WOW I AM DAMN HYPER.

I don't like HER. Whenever I see her I feel like punching her nose in.

Wow I think I can connect with you. Even though we're from completely different worlds. Stupid hurricanes.

And now I'm tearing again. Something is wrong with me.

Today was a very fruitful day, although it was marred by random thoughts about YOU. I don't know why but YOU just keep popping up in my head and I'm terribly annoyed at it! :(

So in the morning, I woke up BRIGHT AND EARLY at 8am and I went jogging at the park! :D Um though I only ran 3km... I'm not gonna run Standard Chartered anymore hahaha, letting my mother run. Maybe I'll run next year if I can drag my sorry ass to the park to run 10k. BAHAHA. Okay then we went to eat hotcakes at Macs so all the running went down the drain :)

Okay then we went home, showered, changed then went down to Orchard! Speaking of it, I want Orchard Road! D: HAHA. Who doesn't. Um we went to Isetan first, because I wanted to find those Timberland boots to wear to Korea. You know actually I bought mine already, but MINDY grew out of HER boots so she had to wear MINE. Can you believe she's six years younger than me, and we have the same shoe size? Gosh. Um unfortunately they didn't sell women's (I derive great pleasure from calling myself a woman) shoes so we went to Borders. Wow Borders - 30% off for every 3 books purchased! I bought many books :D I haven't had a good read in forever. I bought 8 books! :)

Anne Enright's The Gathering. I bought it because I wanted to seem intellectual and well read. It's the Man Booker Prize winner in 2007!

Tony Parson' My Favorite Wife - seemed interesting enough, and I wanted to buy it the other time.

Stieg Larsson's The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo - I've always wanted a tattoo so I can be BADASS.

Agatha Christie's The Moving Finger - Because I love her!

Agatha Christie's Hercule Poirot's Christmas - Because I love both of them!

MaryJanice Davidson's No Rest for the Witches - She's funny :D

Nelson Demille's Wild Fire - The cover claims it is the Sunday Times Bestseller and Dan Brown said the author was 'A true master'.

Kathryn Fox's Blood Born - Mommy said it looked interesting.

Teehee! This is the reason why my english is still like shit. Because I don't read intellectual books!

Okay then we met um.. shoosh I don't know how to address them on the blog. My godbrother, his brother, and his parents. You know it's weird, coz my mom is his godmother, so he's my godbrother. But his brother isn't my mom's godson, and his parents aren't my godparents... so? Anyway we had lunch at Sun With Moon! I shared the karaage and hokkaido ramen set with Mindy, ordered 2 king crab sushi and desserts. Yum, we got a strawberry cheesecake, dango and mochi, and a dessert platter! The dessert platter at Central is better though. But overall the food is still not bad! Oh my godbrother's mom got us a pair of earrings each :)

Then we went to Ion... oh I bought Royce's Nama Chocolates! Been wanting to try them since they got featured in 8 Days, but I still haven't opened them yet.

Yum! We also got the Potato Chip chocolate. It's surprisingly addictive, even though I was put off by the salty + sweet combination initially. I'm very against mixing salty and sweet stuff. But the saltiness from the potato chip and the sweetness from the chocolate just seemed to blend very well! Aiya I don't know how to put it, you must try it yourself! Oh wait, we bought the last box. BAHAHA I'm sure they'll have stock tomorrow.

We went back to Isetan because I wanted to buy a bag to bring to Hanoi. Like I'm bringing my backpack, but when we go sightseeing and to school, I didn't want to bring such a bulky bag because the main purpose of this bag is to keep my laptop safe. So we tried looking for a similar tote like the one I threw away (it had icky stains all over) but they didn't sell. So we went to Queensway!

(cue adventure music)

Shit I'm damn lame I don't know what's gotten into me. Um so at Queensway, we scoured through all the shops but no, none of them sold a nice bag like the one I wanted! D: All the bags now are damn hugeass and PVC-ish. I don't like it. So we went to Queensway for nothing!

Then Mommy suggested that we went to Vivo instead, since Vivo also had a Timberland shop, so we could kill two birds with one stone. (I think she's in a very good mood today) Um but when we went to Vivo, the Timberland shop didn't sell the boots that I wanted! D: So we just got this Nike bag that I like a lot :D It's gold and white, and it's just the right size! :) I like it hohoho, but it wasn't cheap :S But I promise to look after it and guard it with my life so I'll use it for a really long time and make it worth it :D Shit I must really stop spending so much money. PROMISE, CHERYL!!!!! So in the end we only killed one bird.

Yeah then we went to my grandma's home. I love my grandma! :D

Wah damn tired, shall bathe and then read a while (yay) and then sleep :) At 930pm muahaha; tomorrow's gonna be a _ day?

Hmm. I've been in a very bad mood these few days. Grouchy, irritable, annoyed. Like OMG I hate it when I'm kept in the dark, or when I'm unsure about things. I like to have a crystal clear view of what exactly goes on all the time. Obsessive much? WAH I AM DAMN EFFING MESSED UP MY GOSH.

Eh? Why am I wasting my time thinking about this kind of nonsense anyway? It doesn't deserve my attention! (proud-) Gack. I think I should concentrate on other stuff :) It doesn't benefit me in any way if this shit continues! I don't know why I even bother in the first place; it's NOMFB.

I'm damn chicken :( :( :( Cluck cluck.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I NEED A DISTRACTION. :( I realized this shit always happens, and it always happens around November or December! D: I need to keep my toys within close sight, else where am I going to derive entertainment? The tv is boring, I've no games to play, my sister's too young, I don't like to go out because I have to take public transport and it makes me nauseous, I don't like swimming, I don't know how to play squash.

Hmm, maybe I should pick up something new? Okay let's make a list of cool things I can do during the holidays! :D

I'm annoyed at myself for caring so much. I don't know wtheck is wrong with me these days, thinking about things I shouldn't be thinking of. I wonder if what he said was really true? I don't want to wait like an idiot anymore.

385. A STRANGER IS JUST A FRIEND YOU HAVE YET TO MEET.

OR, Y’KNOW, A RAPIST.

-www.gotwisdom.tumblr.com

We went out for lunch at IMM and I bought my stockings! HAHA I am damn cheap, got them from Giant, five pairs for FIVE DOLLARS MUAHAHA. I am seriously damn cheap hahaha. They're probably very thin, but I doubt it'll be very cold there, around 15-20 degrees Celsius? So it shouldn't be a problem:) oh then we went to buy court shoes and white long sleeved blouses! It was a pain trying to find them because most of the long sleeved blouses had stripes or frilly collars and weird stuff on them. But we finally managed to find them! :D It's not cheap though, like 69$ for two, and I'm probably never gonna wear them again. And then bought court shoes! I hope they're considered court shoes. BAHA.

Spent a lot of money :( If the trip is cancelled I would be FRICKING PISSED.

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I had another one of those weird dreams yesterday night. Like DAMN BLOODY WEIRD AND DISTURBING OMG. I remember taking buses along the bukit batok street stretch, I think it might have been the 176 route, and very... intrusive doctors, and.. HAHAH don't want to say my god it's damn disturbing. Freak man I don't know what's wrong with me.

I think it may be attributed to the fact that I slept without aircon yesterday night! For like the first time since forever. Maybe the lack of ventilation messed up my neurons, causing my brain to malfunction and come up with such weird sick stuff.

Hmm I wonder what I should do today to kill my boredom.

Frig man, I think my luggage won't be big enough. Court shoes?! D: the stupid shoe box would take up so much space! Very scared my luggage cannot contain all my stuff.

Edit: I love you Mariel! :D Hahaha I can't seem to send you a message on MSN because you're appearing offline and Mac Messenger is this piece of crap that doesn't allow me to send offline messages :S

Failing math exams.

Getting black faced when it isn't my fault.

People ignoring me.

Ulcers.

Rashes.

Bad dreams.

Periods.

Being too prideful.

Body odor.

Friends who expect something in return when they "do you a favor".

People who take forever to sign their names on the mark sheet because they're busy looking at other people's marks.

People who effing talk to me about nonsensical time-wasting stuff like I don't know, why drinking water is good for my health!?

Not talking to my friends for a long period of time.

My stubbornness.

People who are different with and without their friends.

People who are habitually late, and don't feel sorry about it.

People who always like to hint that they are damn smart when they're actually pretty dumb.

When my mom scolds my sis and I end up getting scolded too, even though I'm INNOCENT.

Last minute canceling of appointments and stuff.

Her shouting at me for no reason at all.

When my dad goes overseas for work.

My mom complaining about my grandma.

Right now, I'm pretty damned upset.

fag man, I keep biting on the inside of my cheek at the same spot so now I have a giant ulcer there. I freaking hate ulcers. My mouth is FAGGING problematic my gosh.

Today was a pleasant day :) If all my script checking days went as well as this one did, I would be a very satisfied girl. First on the list was Calculus! When I got back my paper, I wasn't as pleased for my open ended as I would have liked to be, but MCQ was pretty okay :) I thought the conversion of MCQ to 36 was weird though. Next was MG! HAHA you know I was like super scared for MG because I wasn't exactly extremely confident of my answers. But in the end I did pretty okay! :D Like, satisfactory results. HAHAH I wrote "Humans will die upon consumption of the mushroom because the mushroom is poisonous". Hmm but I didn't do as badly for essay as expected, so thank goodness ;) We didn't go for Economics script checking because of Hanoi meeting. but in the end I think I did pretty well for Economics. I was really, really shocked at my marks because I felt I did not deserve them. Thankfully both teachers had a share in marking the scripts, so it wasn't totally because of biases. I did spend a lot of time on my structured question. Hmm, and if you say it's because of that then I think you're a very sore and sour grapes person. Ha! I really cannot stand that because you have no right to say so without looking at my script. WTF I'm defending myself you know what? Go ahead and say whatever you want.

Hee I'm actually very satisfied with my grades now, because the only two subjects I studied like a mad dog for were Physics and Molecular Genetics! And by mad dog, I mean reading through the textbooks and freaking out over questions I don't know the answer to. I doubt that's mad dog to most people because I played Bejeweled Blitz half the time. Hmm, maybe I just have the luck of the devil this time round? I won't be so lucky next time though, so I'd better slog my ass off next year.

On second thought, I think I'm not gonna post my results because I'm scared people will say I'm show off (and that's really the reason why I want to post it because I have a huge ego). So yeah. HAHAHA. I know, I care too much about what others say. Oh look! I see veins appearing on my hands. Bye bye, I'm off to poke and play with them :D Ah, so bouncy!

WTF YOU TROUBLESOME MONKEY. WTF MAN.

Today the most embarrassing thing happened!

I was doing like some head banging thing while walking with Chua, Feyra, Heidi and Ada, (we were talking about going wild) then my hand whacked this girl's head omg. LIKE it doesn't sound embarrassing or anything here, but it was soooo bloody horrible when it happened HAHAHA.